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by This Now

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1.
When I arrived I found I'd gone nowhere My baggage got lost somewhere on the way It was a lousy day Everything not going my way And yet I had to smile Because every day is beautiful, you know? When you've got your peace of mind? You really have arrived I traveled so far And wound up going nowhere A smile on my face After running in place It's just another day Every day’s really quite okay No need to worry Where’s that smile? Because every day is beautiful, you know? When you’ve got your peace of mind? You really have arrived Yet once in a while I feel it. I feel it too much. I get so out of touch with what is right and good and fine. … and so I need to realign. Hey it’s a sunny day. Why would you get in your own way? When you can wear a wise man's smile? Because every day is beautiful, you know? When you've got your peace of mind? You really have arrived. I'll lay it on the line ... There's nothing more you'll find. You've got your peace of mind? You really have arrived.
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Lock and Key 03:17
Well I don't know what to tell you Maybe I ... I just haven't thought it out I have never had a knack for this ... and paid hell for it But sometimes, I just can't express my feelings So I've gotten pretty good at mincing words But it's all locked up inside of me Under Lock & Key (Don't fear ... don't fear dear you can talk to me) But at time it often happens I'm made aware of my disguise And so I have to hide things secretly Under Lock and Key Don't ...
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The Ride 03:44
Out on the shore The windswept waves roll across the water And in the background sound of gulls As passerby passes time In quiet The sidewalk hums As the city goes about its own routine While in the shadow of an alley light A passerby watches life, Alive in disquiet Up in the sky Nature goes about its own routine And I'm a tiny part of everything Just a passerby ... passing time ... and floating on its tide Just floating on time's tide Floating on ... the ride
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Pretending 03:22
I have studied all the love scenes in the movies Watched for all the hints and clues to show me But after all ... They're just pretending. Your eyes speak to me They tell me that you love me They dream of all the things that our life could be But you could still be just pretending I have this sleeve I've worn my heart on more than once before I want to believe Bitten once, now I just can't be sure You talk to all your friends You tell them all about me You take the silly love tests in the magazines I think you think I'm just pretending (Instrument) Better to have loved and lost, than Never to have loved at all, they say ... Pain is the cost of love You have to take that leap of faith some day. We will Have to take our time To find out whether We will fall apart Or grow together And then we'll know we're not pretending And then we'll know we've got the real thing And then we'll know we've got the real thing And after all, It's not pretending
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Blame 02:51
As you grew Not quite right While we watched youth disappear quietly But we grow as we will go … So I can’t really blame ya Well I’ve seen All the spies How they look at you with desire They don’t know that something’s off … But I can’t really blame them But I … Knew all along I tried To deny everything For I hurled the words Saw the echoed hurt … And revelation in your eyes And I know that it’s too late … But I can’t really blame ya But I … Felt it was wrong. I tried To take back everything You can’t un-ring a bell And I just can’t tell If that’s my sadness in your eyes But I know that it’s too late, and I can’t really blame you.
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Stepping Out 03:57
Steppin’ Out Hey old lady … have you had enough? Now don’t say, “Maybe.” Or I’m going to call your bluff Well, I can’t see it Nothing gets that good Be a sugar baby Yes, I know that you would At least if you could You see? We’re steppin’ out On our own Somewhere I think somehow wires got crossed It just seems lately somehow we got lost Yeah I can’t see the daylight in the dark Yeah sometimes I think you’ve got to walk the walk … and not talk the talk Yes we’re steppin’ out On our own When heads go spinning all around the room Yeah … ya gotta go soon Yeah … life gets crazy ‘round and ‘round it goes And a-when and a-where and a-how it stops? Nobody knows That’s just how it goes And you know what else shows? We’re steppin’ out On our own
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All Those Lessons We've Forgotten Yeah I don’t find There’s any shorter welfare lines Yeah I don’t find They just no difference after all A wall’s a wall ... and they’re all the same Watch the rich keep getting richer as a wider chasm grows … Yeah you think we'd all know better All those lessons we've forgotten Piraticians making money ... as we reap all that they sow. Sometimes symptomatic surface belies sycophantic service Why assert "We are deserving" When in fact you stole the show Yeah I don’t find There’s any difference after all Both take their tolls And we wind up the same It don't matter who you vote for because money bought their souls Yeah you’d think we’d all know better All those lessons we’ve forgotten Just in case you fell asleep The Inner party’s in control Current symptomatic problems Stem from sycophantic service Starting wars can be distracting When in fact you stole the show It’s gotta stop Oh yeah, it’s gotta stop Oh, whoever thought they'd be so bold Who's on a roll? Who's on the dole? Who stole the show? Turn on the light when it hits home ...
9.
The Road to Nowhere Mama wants a divorce Daddy wants one too With all this love surrounding It’s a wonder we got through And Mama’s in the kitchen Yeah, she’s cooking with the Soaps Meanwhile Daddy’s at the office While us kids are smoking dope We’re on a trip to nowhere Wonder what we’re going to do? On a trip to nowhere Maybe I will go with you? Yeah, I’ve seen it all the time Loneliness confounds Folks remaining strangers Hiding hearts in deeper grounds And somewhere in the back of my mind I’ve seen this all before People always running Never knowing where they’re going Yeah, they’re on a trip to nowhere Wonder what they’re going to do … and maybe just surviving Really counts for something too? Yeah, it’s true. It’s true.
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Well we gave everything we had to give To promises untrue But you tried to burn the whole place down So we now know now not what to do Yeah you always said you could Then it seems you never do So it sad to say but you can rot in hell For we’ll never trust another one like you Well they say to lead’s a lion’s heart We all used to feel that way But we learned it takes much more than that So there nothing much much more to say Yeah you always say you will But you played some folks for fools So it’s sad to say that you can rot in hell For we’ll never trust another one like you Oh no, you’re really such a liar A complete bald faced denier A faker. A loser. We’re through with you. On no, now it seems you’re getting busted Proving you can’t be trusted That time is long overdue (yeah it’s true) Because you always say you will But we all know you're for you Yeah and it’s sad to say but please go rot in jail For you can never trust a demagogue like you No we’ll never trust another one like you We’re all so tired of your misbehaving There’s just no way that you could not have known That nothing was ever stolen You’re just putting on a shit ass show So as we round another corner With you asking for another chance It's so great you’re gonna make us happy When we decline to dance your dance Cause always say you can But it’s up to us to choose Yeah we’re so pleased to see that you’re getting screwed Cause we can never trust a demagogue like you Yeah we’ll never trust another one like you

about

This is probably the most individual album I've made to date, meaning that on most of the tracks, I perform pretty much everything.

It wasn't intended to end up that way, but I sort of just putzed around working on various projects until I realized that I'd assembled a full album of material that I'd mostly created by myself.

Of course, no man is an island, and inevitably others added their incredible talents ... but this is probably as close to a solo album as I'm ever going to get.

I hope you enjoy it.

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released June 12, 2023

The warmest of heartfelt thanks go out to:

Wayne Glaser: Bass guitar on "When I Arrived"

Stuart Gort: Lead Guitar on "The Ride"

Bryan White: Acoustic Guitar and Banjo on "Pretending"

Frank Busse: Drums on "Promises Untrue"

Mike Bloomer: Guitar on "Promises Untrue"

Eric Engman: Bass on "Promises Untrue"

Mark Crumb: Lead guitar on "Promises Untrue"

Jim Pope: Harmonica on "Steppin' Out"

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After a stint in Special Ops, working covertly in the world's most dangerous hot spots, a chance meeting with a Zulu medicine man launched an interest in music.

For the healing power of song, as evidenced by Coca Cola's "We'd like to teach the world to sing", followed up by Pepsi's "The world sings out of tune", is instrumental-not in a literal sense, but a musical one; literally. Please enjoy.
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